Being diagnosed with something that affected my life so drastically was not something that i expected to happen in my life, but i consider myself lucky enough to be able to see the positive out of it. I’m now on the road to recovery, and it’s not easy; but i’m getting there. & for that i’m so thankful. :)
to be frank, i’m not okay.
"I’ve always wanted to be one of those people who didn’t care about what people think but I just don’t think I am." obviously they are not my words, but they are so so true.
i actually don’t want to get better some days, like this whole chronic exhaustion thing is really frustrating but to be frank i’m learning more at home then what i would at school, and it’s all from the comfort of my bed.
i literally have no idea what i want to do when i leave school soon & that should scare me, but it doesn’t because i’m going to be just fine, i know it.